I went to Hobby Lobby today! As I browsed through the store, I thought to myself there is a part of me that would like to settle down, get a nice house, have a cat, a dog, some plants, a garden and a man!! To just really create “home”! It wasn’t like a sadness it was just a possibility that was there for me today and I could see myself going that way.
The missing is quite honestly the man for me to live that life! Because I am really fulfilled with my creative projects!! And, since he hasn’t found me yet. lol. – (note: I moved to Illinois to a small town, the chance of him finding me here just got a whole lot smaller than living in LA) But nevertheless, you never know what the Universe has in store for you!!
I just had a moment where having a lover, and sitting by a fire with some tea, and some fuzzy socks reading a book and cuddling might be nice on a night like this… 
But, since that isn’t the case, I am free to go from this place to that place. To go and travel, and to not have a “home”, where I go and buy all of those home goodies!! I am comfortable with where I am no matter where that may be. So, until the man of my dreams comes a knockin on my door, or I run into him somewhere in my travels. I will continue to live and create my life as a grand adventure! And, when he does come find me he might just have to go along for the ride if he is OK with that!! ;)
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