Where I am… I am feeling great tonight. It is about 10 pm and I am going to head to bed here in a bit… But, I ended up feeling really awesome about where I am with everything that I got going on. I planned out the next 8 weeks in projects, jobs, creative ideas. It is so much better for me when I have it right in front of me organized. It then becomes a more attainable goal when I know what I am going for every week!! I am trying to stay in the day, in the week and just know where I where I want to be in 6 months. But I have to make today be the best I can, and then just being consistent, persistent and focused! It just happens!! What I choose today can really effect where I am going in the next year! I need to know where I want to go, so I align with what I desire for my life! I am just really enjoying this journey we are on. What a trip life is, isn’t it? 
Diet – salt water, sea water, tonic
apple – big one 
Shake raw power, lecithin, essential light, oj, banana, chlorophyll, ground flax seeds
cashews – a big handful
grapefruit
spirulina energy bar
Salad with olive oil and vinegar if you can call it a salad! It has some lettuce, olives, minimal peppers, onions and mushrooms! I went out to dinner. There is nothing other than spending time with my friends and family that desires to eat out. It is just something that I am ok with not doing. I want to eat my own food, I want to know where my food came from – to an extent I guess – I am just not interested in eating out anymore…
Tea with honey
Body – Started to feel better as the day went on.. This morning I was really blah that is for sure.. My stomach has felt a little bit off today too… But other than that I am on track with my transformation. I wrote it all out today, I am going to be right on track in the next 6 weeks!
Mind – Can you believe 6 more weeks and I will be in Hollywood up on that stage. yikes. How fun though? I have been working hard! I feel much more content and on track after putting it all together where I am going in the next 8 weeks with the contests, and my transformation. I wrote out all that needs to be done. It is out of my head and now on paper so it feels good I can just look at it each week and say ok that is what I have chosen to focus on and get it done….
Soul – Where is my heart today? I have to say that my heart feels more and more connected to the world and to nature as I eat cleaner and cleaner food. I just feel really good in who I am on the inside!
How I am feeling today… I started feeling crummy but ending up feeling pretty damn good!
Magic, Miracles, and Serendipitous Moments… The book “The World is Flat” came into my world 3 times today. Someone talked to me about it. I saw it on a shelf at my parent’s house. Then at Borders the cashier had to scan for someone before she helped me. I just thought it was interesting!! I was thinking about my friend down in Miami and thinking that I haven’t talked to him forever and also that he owed me money. lol! Then tonight he called me and basically said exactly what I was thinking. Pretty amazing and serendipitous. I was thinking of the lady that I am doing the TV show with and then she called me! It is always funny how that works!!! Magical I found a great creative journal - ooooh I am so excited to start creating in it!!! 
I am grateful for…. So, many people in my life. I am grateful for all of my friends. I am grateful for the love and the support. I am grateful for my diet, gosh am I grateful. I love it! I am grateful for music!! I am grateful for the power of emotions!
Final thought for the day… I am ready to be the rock star that I have always dreamed of being. In the way that I look, dress, act, feel and just am…. Rock on Baby!! LOL! LOL! If you know me you know how much I love to laugh, and I am sure you can just picture me being such a nut!!
Sending lots of love and peace to the world!!
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